RYL. `2008 (: WORLD OF MY OWN./

Monday, August 28, 2006

ive been almost-colliding
with qh for uncountable times tday
when i went t th gym aft sch
we kept sucking each other's bounce
& fly in al sorts of directions.
& i had th [very high] tendency t break my limbs.
really.
for uncountable times [again]
ive been landing in th wrong positions
causing myself t [almost] break my limbs.
& i kept flying everywhere.
wrong directions, that is.

love only spells heartaches and heartbreaks
& im serious about this.
maybe youd think im turning les or what.
but guess what.
I AM ONCE AGAIN PROVEN THAT MY THEORY:
ALL MALES IN TH WORLD ARE TH WORST CREATURES ON EARTH.
yea. i got manymany arguments about this.
but stil.
till now only 2 pple has been able t prove me wrong
about my theory i mean.
& they are ryankor & suenkor.
THEY.
are th only pple who have managd t convince me.
that th feelings of male creatures could last.
im not aiming this post at anyone here.
just stating FACTS.
my 2 kors here(: were th ONLY guys.
as in those that i know.
who had their feelings for a girl lasting for YEARS.
& in that. i dont mean their gfs.
ONLY 2.
you realise how pathetic that is..???
a very good example would be my friend here.
i shal call her x.
& call th guy y.
so heres how it goes.

y got attracted t x one day. & confessd his feelings t x. but x only had neutral feelings for y. on one night after 2 weeks, x lied on her bed, & started t realise that she actually started t likd y too. so th next day, she told y that she kinda likd him too. BUT GUESS WHAT. y was taken. he had gone for another girl. x then got reallyreally upset. cos this time, she
had fallen in love with y. & cried her eyes out, thinking about y. how she wishd that y could actually waited just a little while longer, so that there would be 2 less lonely pple in th world.

there/ one good story.
male creatures are heartless pple.
MALE HUMAN BEINGS ESPECIALLY.

you know what.
maybe its just me.
or that guys are just really screwd.
& al of them.
EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM, MIND YOU.
SUCKS.
is it just me..?
ohidontcare.
that theory of mine is just gna stick there.
until a reasonable no. of pple
are able t prove me wrong.
maybe its because
i have too many bad experiences with guys.
maybe its cos ive seen too many things that can happen.
maybe ive only seen th ugly side of guys.

maybe it would be a good idea t be les
at least being les you wont get so many heartbreaks.
or maybe you wil but i just dont know.
after al.
i think being les might be a good choice too.
at least i know how it feels like t have
a crush on a girl.
MERELY A CRUSH.

at least it wont hurt you so much.
& there are many other good reasons i can think of.
but i shant list them down.

i want to love.
but at th same time, not want to.
i want to experience love once again.
to be able t be able t love & be lovd.
is th best thing that can happen t anyone.
i want to love
but at th same time afraid
that i would experience th same
disappointment ive experiencd just one time too many.

heres th choice given t me.
t love or not t love.
i think im starting t like this person.
i shal call him %
& once did _____ t me.
ok not once. but quite a few times.
but i only felt quite neutral towards him.
but im starting t like him!!!(:
ah but i dont dare t tell him.
howhowhow!!
ahwhatever. i mean like.
i havent even decided whether
i should continue t trust guys.

so yea.
MAKE ME LOVE ONCE AGAIN!!(:
OHDOMAKEME(:

7:07 PM